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Happy birthday to my girl!! 🎉🥳

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Well, I think I'm honestly more happier considering now I'm 25, life has taught me a lot now. Not even caring about who will me at all.. but happy about who i grew up to me. This for that girl, 5 years back, she cried so much and felt like shit, I did it baby girl! We are here. We graduated med school 🎉 with flying colours, you had a lot of fun last year, good sex life, you have found your people, you found your circle, so many amazing things happened. I'm so happy for you, my younger verison. This 25, cheers to you. I love you. I'll always be there to guide you. Please be nice to your parents. Let that be your biggest resolution this year, they are the most important people in your life, people be nice. I'm sure you'll do great. Amazing, my smart little girl, again happy birthday to you! You made it. I love you. Also you're so confident! Happier! Stable! Found your people!  Your family is amazing! Got a sucessful, tho long way to go, but I'm sure with

medicine stories :)

My week was sooo busy But man I love it Indeed I was busy 24x7. I didn't even had time to think about anything other than ward life I truly love what I do. I wonder how many people can say that about their work life I got back from work only after 1 am and definitely that's because I was concerned about the patients I care about I have so much empathy I'm not someone who praise myself But truly and honestly I am honest about how i deal with my patients and I'm kind to them. A day and soo many incidents each day Also the fun thing is fun There was my resident doctor we worked together in the first week and we had so much romance going on We used to work together and everything and one thing I truly found fun is i was taking blood for ABG and he came to help me. He didn't have gloves and he was kinda taking my gloves so I thought I'll remove and he could use it. And instead he inserted his hands inside the gloves and it was size 6 gloves.. I mean the tension insid

A good bye to him!

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Hey I feel like you got some bad idea about me.  I'm sorry if you feel so... See we both have totally different ideologies and comes from totally different cultures and traditions. Plus you can't live upto everyone's expectations.  It's sometimes tough to open up in person, so i thought I'd say in text... Let's not talk about it in person or on call cuz it's weird for me to open up like this... Well, talking about how we became friends... In February I was going through a bad phase and then I met shifa chechi because I couldn't be by myself., and I told her I had that stuff going on and need to get myself out of it., and infact I am lonely as well. she told you people are nice and I should interact with you guys,... So then we started talking for some reason, especially during chirayinkeezhu incident you were truly a blessing to me that time. Cuz i didn't had anyone who was there to listen to me.. you supported like a good friend. And helped me sail

thoughts

Grant Study As youngest I'm not saying it's wrong to dream, it's beautiful when we work for what we want and finally capture it.. But while chasing goals we shouldn't fail to focus what is in front of us. As a youngester in her early 20s i always imagined myself in through dreamy eyes, travelling through various countries, meeting various people, and every fun in life, i relitrate it as if when I'm older I'll have more memorable moments to recall back at.. But Also recently I've going through several sites regarding usmle experience and somehow encountered a pretty old site where fresh graduates and interns of that time who were usmle aspirants used too post queries regarding Everybody don't have the same scenarios, certainly most people who go for usmle have relatives and family there in the US This might be a great thing for them. But as a average middle class Indian, this is pretty much of a big deal for me. I can't think about the days if i suces
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I do not live with anyone's validation.. I'm proud of how far I've come.  It's been a long journey.. You made it 😊♥️ You brave young little pretty girl 😊 I love you.  Life is all about chasing you..  Giving yourself the life you want.  Keep your heads up. Speak your truth up.  Fear no one  Cuz you're amazing in every way.  Speak your truth up 💘

life is going so fast..

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Life is going fast and i dont even know what I'm doing,  I hate that i dont have time for myself these days.  I swear. Final year + usmle + research it's too much 🥲. I dont even have time to enjoy my 22. I'm almost 23🥲😔  How fast time flies isn't... Have i had time the time to sit back and think this was the moment i was dreaming all about!?  I dont want this moment to go away.. I want this to last forever. Yes two or three times this year, I'd mention, on my trip with my dad, mom and them. Also on days when i was with Nithya, also with molu,...  If you remove these few moment I'd say all other people were gross they are assholes.  Before I came to know about the world, my world was my parents and it was for them my medical career too,  Nowadays i dont even have time to care about them... This world is running very fast, even I'm caught up in my own commitment and barely have the time to sit back and relax.  I could see my dad in the sofa, I'm concern
Oh god! I miss being happy!! Those days were fun.  Now back to the gloomy days :( But hold on, better days will come :)  Just smile :) be positive..