About Anagha

Hi, I'd like to write about myself, so here's random things about me, 

 I'm a medical student, my dream is to be a neurologist ;)

• I'm someone who wouldn't mind spending all day alone.
Only one thing that could make me feel alone is being with people I don't feel myself with, being at places that don't match my soul, being silent when I want to talk the most.

Being lonely isn't sitting all by myself, It's being confined in an atmosphere that doesn't make me feel real. So i could consider myself as an Introvert but i am shy and awkward too.🙂

• I love the smell of new books, smell of soil after rain, love that excitement after ordering books or food.

• Love early chilly morning vibes and positivity. Also I love cloudy days❣.

•I love reading Non Fiction Books☺. Books give you wings. So far my favorite books are Six pillars of Self-Esteem, To kill a mockingbird, Atomic habits, A man's search for meaning and Unlearn.

• I love Dogs 🐕, Rainy days🌧, Beach, Clear blue Sky, and 6am Sky looks spectacular with that golden hue🌕🌞

• I Love adventures,😜 would like to try sleeping in a haunted house but never alone, with someone i really trust.

• I am a nice person (in my opinion?) I like to smile at strangers and be kind, but i don't know why i still get treated bad sometimes, well world was never a fair place, it never will be.

• I think a lot, about many things but can't enlist all of them. Mostly about 'how i think' and evaluating my own perceptions🤔, i am curious about psychology.

• I’m usually shy and silent around people but once i feel comfortable around them, i am usually pretty cool. if our taste of interests vibes i may talk a lot and ask lot of questions, i’m curious about other people’s perspectives.

• I like to talk about my favourite topics without having a feeling of weirdness, about sleep paralysis, Astral projection, Existence of ghost, People's quirks, Antecedents of Life, Books, Ideas for room decoration, my favourite Cartoon shows in childhood, about all untravelled mysteries i have in mind.

• Most relationships/friendships get boring after a while.. but in life there are few people with whom you can be your worst and best version, can be curious and dumb at the same time, can ask about anything intriguing, never mind even if its about their shitting habits, for me its my cousin's. We have no limit. I wish for that kind of relationship and friends.

• I’m a brat and a little bit mischievous with my parents, i agrue with my mom, being at home with them annoys me sometimes..😬, but i love them a lot, but I've a hard time expressing the love I've for them. As i grew older we become distant and now we don't hug or express love anymore😔.

• I love Piano music a lot🎹. A chopin fan here.

I Love Federick chopin’s nocturne 9, 20, 22, Prelude in E Minor. Also Beethovan's Moonlight Sonata and Fur Elise.
Giovanni Puocci and Florian Bur are some fine artists too.
Mariage d'Amour is the best. Do listen.

• Sorry r/i am not like other girls😁, i hate Cringy love stories and drama. But i love some movies, like.. Pianist, Danish Girl, Good dinosaur, Toy story and Martian.

• I am childfree🚫

Just a personal decision. I am never going be a mom, I can't hold that kind of responsibility of bringing up a new individual, I am not ready to ruin my body, also most importantly I want to work on my Personality, Social Skills, Personal goals and my Career goals, i want to acquire more wisdom and do more things in life among that no room for kids. 🤑 so in Conclusion i can save money and time.

• I likes to read Quora a lot, there's a lot to imbibe from here, immense amount of information, people from various walks of life writing about their experiences, views about life, etc.

• I’m a hindu by name but I follow Christianity.

• I can be a Liberal but moreover i’m a conservative in some topics just because the fact that i was brought in a orthodox society.

• Not a feminist. But i support equality for everyone.

• Procrastination is a thing, i am really working on it, i can take a break for 15 mins and would end up wasting next 3hrs😭.

• I am not interested in most people's topic of interests. So finding friends is hard😭.

• I love to travel especially alone. Maybe with friends too (as if i have any😂🤔)

• I swear, in younger classes teacher always used to complain that I talk too much in the class. Now i wonder lol 😂 what did i even had so much to talk about?... nowadays if any colleagues sit nearby I tremble, I hardly have anything at all to talk about, even though if I have questions or something to say, I remain silent because not all people are nice.

• I don't like and don't know cooking, I'm too lazy to cook i'd rather order online.

• Not a fan of Movies, I rarely watch Movies or Web series, I rather would spend my time by Reading or scrolling Quora, love watching Documentaries or something interesting in YouTube.

• ugh, I am very clingy, but i try not to get into pointless relationships, because i think it doesn't worth my time, untill i find a person of my kind and vibes, i would stay single🤟🏼.

• A long sleeve Plaid shirt, Jeans, Sneakers and a pony tail hairstyle would be my choice of clothing any day.

• I love decorating my room, its the place where i dwell and constantly think so i try to make it beautiful, colorful and fill with things i adore.

• I prefer time with nature than with people. Social interactions often exhausts me.

• I love surfing google earth and going through the far across lands, viewing the Nordic Fjords, English Grasslands, Russian ice fields, so on which physically I couldn't go and visit at this point in life...

• I Love to observe the plants and trees around here macroscopically, looking at the ants walking through the little branches.

• I am not a fan of many over hyped things, like Instagram (i barely check it, i think i gain nothing from seeing random celebrities pictures or my high school friends having fun), Celebrities (I don’t think they deserve the respect people are giving and blindly following them and treating their words as pearls) they are just actors with good looks that’s all they have to offer. Its good to appreciate a nice actor but stanning is kind of meaningless (like fan girls or kpop stans probably they are teenagers) on their daily life these celebrities barely cares about people, all that matters to them is reputation.

• Also i hate Pizza, Cricket.

• I am a little anxious person, I over analyze and worry a lot, 😓
Also i think too deeply about most things.

• Love being flexible, wish i could touch my toes *(working on it) or do splits.

• Sometimes I could be observing the view of sky from my room and wondering if really someone at this point of time is exactly looking above this same sky and wondering if someone is thinking like " Whether if someone else is doing the same like i am doing now."
Ah that's quite complex.😂 u may not get what I meant.

• I didn't had a great childhood, i grew in a lower middle class Indian family, but my parent's tried their best to cater mine and my sibling's needs, took us to trips, they sacrificed a lot to give us a good life but other than materialistic life we never had a great relationship, they just cared for our physical well-being, but they never guessed that kids need to have emotional well-being too…
We had no emotional connection at all, so we grew apart and now i dont talk to them about my feelings or anything at all. But we know we love each other. When i am home i always stay just confined to my room.

• I am not a fan of Dumb Jokes. I rarely laugh by seeing stand up comedies or comedy movies. Even in my friend circle I rarely find anything funny lol, but I laugh for just name's sake.😌

• I’m a Visual learner so i’m good at imagining things and to come up with a pictorial idea. But bad at remembering people's faces.

• As a kid I used to love to be an archaeologist or Historian because that kind of things interested me.. Still I have passion for that as a hobby.

• My dream life would be like Work Travel, Adventure balanced lifesyle that is to be a good empathetic doctor, at the same time to do something enthusiastic everyday, to meet new individuals everyday, to be surrounded by people who is actually interested in hearing the things I want to say, to hike the mountains, to crawl into the bed after a long nice day, to explore the cities, to walk a lonely road with my favorite person, to go for excavation trips, to go out for a walk with my dog, to go to the beach and stay on the shore and let the waves wash my feet, to have someone favorite so that I could tell about my day, my thought, so on..

• I like people who accept me the way i’m and helps me to turn me into a better version.

• I hate/fear criticism and judgement about me.

• Lastly, I don't think i am an interesting person, or extremely smart, but i am a simple person with rational opinions, working towards my goals.

**Image source : pinterest, didn't wanted to make it a boring text only reading so added some colorful anime pics😇🤟🏼.

Anyways thanks for the read, have a good day.

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