Anagha Writes

Each day I'm facing a battle! A battle to find and bring out really who i am! I think this is one of the toughest phase in my life! Because i abide by everyone, not necessarily being who i am! Feels some kind of restriction! 😕

They say youth and teenage is fun, carefree, Cheerful, charming days, to find true love of life! But honestly it's not! I think it's the time for one, To know ourself, to Discover what we really want from life! To reach our goal, build a career! I'm having trouble to know who really I am! Maybe eventually I will find the light of my life! Life is nice for those who believes so! I'm sort of in battle to know who really I am and what really I want from life!

She is shy but loud in words, scarred but beautiful in soul, fragile but stronger than a warrior! 

No matter how much people compliment or says I'm good. I'm shit fucked up.. I'm always ugly.. sometimes extreme.. ugly af! I wish I was pretty! I'm never comfortable in my skin! My all issues in life is due to my low self esteem which is in turn due to my poor looks. I can barely go out in public because I feel like people won't like me😭😭😭🤧. I feel like people are always judging me. If I go like this I will never have a good life.. this 20years of my life is full of insecurities and inferior complex. I don't know will someday someone will accept me for who I am! And someone who says I'm good enough! I have no hope of finding true love..These generation genuine love is rare Good and bad guys and everyone goes behind good looks! .. They re like Pretty girl=True love. The one who gets the genuine guys are lucky girls. I envy. I was too desperate for someone's attention and appreciation as every 20yr old is. but I'm so unlucky.. my life s

Our bodies aren’t even us. Our bodies are legit costumes for our souls. When people are looking for friends, they don’t think “I need a skinny friend” or “I need a white friend”. They look for your personality. If one b*tch can’t find anything about me other than a stupid wrist challenge, then screw her. She’s a toxic, shitty person who I don’t need. Sorry if this was corny. I just needed to say

God created you to be just that…you! When you were born, the Lord had an amazing plan in mind for you. He wants you to follow His plan as the person He made you, because you are a unique and masterpiece that God has created (Ephesians 2:10). You don’t need to waste time feeling inadequate or comparing yourself to others. While you can learn great things from other people, you do not need to be envious of anyone else. Jesus was excited to watch you become a beautiful spirit and there is no reason to change that, no matter what anyone else says or thinks.

Some years back, i can't recall the exact time but atleast a 2 or 3 years back the person i was, is someone with exact Zero self esteem, i was so different. Comparing both i feel a lot difference now! Few years can do a lot to a person. I can't complain about anyone who made me feel so! still they were my lessons they thought me a lot through pain. Few years back i was a person with very low self esteem and i was so shy. Everyone except my family gave me zero importance, they judged me in every way possible. They made me feel inferior. Well now i m can say proudly who i am! I m proud of myself. People who teased me years back! Now i have no words for them. Probably they won't see this answer but after all! I have a self satisfaction. Old me - i was so shy! I couldn't go anywhere alone because i was so self confidence and always expected rejection only! I believed so low of myself! And i was so purposeless living everyday i didn't had any aim! All i do was some

we think like that about ourselves because someone has convinced us and we started to believe in that. stand in front of a mirror and then look yourself in the eyes and ask: "have i ever checked that information? is that really true for me? do i like my liver? yes although i have never seen it. then why i wouldn't like my face and my body? i am perfect just the way i am! why would i be so harsh toward myself? my body is just doing their job and it keeps me alive. my body is not the problem. my problem are my thoughts and i will and i can change them. why do i think negative when that makes me unhappy and then i am attracting more unhappiness! that is enough! i wanna change my way of thinking and i can do it! each day i will find something that i like on my face or on my body. see? i guess that i like myself after all. that love will spread to other parts of my body. in the end i will love myself unconditionally. i love you and i am beautiful! i am smart and i won&#

I wish someone existed who understand me in my college or home or anywhere with whom i can hug and cry and cry and cry and wash away my deep rotten sadness… I wish this 5 more year went fast. So then i will be a graduate and i can travel somewhere and live like what i want my life to be.. Now here i just wearing a mask.. idk.. here everyone here know that me.. nobody knows real me.. i wish for some happiness in life. AND people are so bad right! A girl i considered her my best friend.. but she dumped like she now don't message me much dont reply etc.. i never had a best friend in my life.. 😭😭😭 everyone already have besfriends so i was like out… Loner since childhood.. i hope atleast married life will be atleast good.. because i have nevered experienced good friendship or love. Expect family i love them they love me.. but we don't talk much.. just everythingg formal between us : And i m like always depressed etc.. not especially because of studying stufss.. these

Dont let Savage hormone, fool you! Dont get feelings for random person whom u met somewhere, you really dont who they are behind the mask! There's someone awesome out there for you! Dont rush through ur 20s. You will meet that special person eventually, every day waiting worth! 😚 That person is just made for you! Who is so relatable, he can read ur eyes even before u utter a single word. He's just crazy as you're! Stupid as you're, awkward as you're. Untill u met that person nuture yourself and try to build on your personality and career!

Choose someone not because they are extremely beautiful, choose someone who can mould your personality, someone who can lend a shoulder to cry, someone who can pick out the flaws in you.. and still love you! 

Life has a purpose.. each one of us have a impact on this earth some or the other way, everything we do helps us to get closer to it.. absolutely not death.. but something in between birth and death. Idk what it is.. i haven't found it yet...well u can deny or accept what im saying. Its upto u.

Is there anyone out there like me.. The actual fact is. there is plenty of things in life to be happy about still I'm a sad depressed fellow.. no matter what, how great i am.. or my career is.. somewhere deep down I'm not the person i want to be..Major missing! 😶 MAYBE im a sad person naturally. Well its human nature we are never satisfied with what we have.. we are always in search of more..finally what the search gifts us is the ultimate gift..Death..so we end a beautiful life like we have never lived, though i had everything i dont know how to utilize it properly and dont know how to nourish positive energy from it!😕🤔

To be honest, We are doing all hardworks to reach the Final destination, where we think all happiness exist. But in real the happiness is not in the destination itself, but in this journey itself Its like we have to enjoy the journey with friends, family, do all things we like, fun and  memories we make on the way. ONce we reach old age the destination there's no treasure hidden, the memories is in the hugs, all fun, kisses and laughs. We rush through our youth for financial goal, and sacrifice our lives . But see we have to make sure when we reach old age we have lived a happy life inside and outside by having good friends, found true love of life, raise a beautiful family and children, and made memories , looking back we can read on and satisfy on ourselves as we have lived a complete life. Memories are like scars they live in heart beautifully. We sacrifice our youth and health for wealth . We postpone to love our family, or spend time with them, we postpone to do thing

I feel like im going to loss my youth for this career. when this course  finishes i will be 25. See my entire youth the cheerful days are gone.. the 20s. Well this doesn't end, again this undergraduate course is nothing, i have to go for specialization in order to become a good doctor, it again costs 3 years. So by 29 i will be a specialist doctor,  and again requires super specialization which costs 3yrs so by 33 i will be settling in career while all other people in other fields settle and get married and have kids by that time. well i dont think i will ever have time to live for my dreams. This is a job and not my goal. See our purpose in life is fulfilling our goals and living life to fullest. Well unfortunately my good times are losing while im trying to build a good career.. Being a shy person and i dont have much friends in college, so no good memories only reason why i go there every day is because i love my parents, so the commitments to them, and so i can't enj