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Early morning rant

 I am a Third year Medical student, and I feel like i am missing out a lot of things in my life, most of the times i try to stay positive and passionate about what i learn, but sometimes when i think too much i ask myself "Is this Boring life is what my younger self always dreamt of? She dreamt of doing adventures, doing fun, going to the beach, being carefree, having friends, being popular with colleagues, letting people know me, and all the good vibes. I always loved to be a doctor but now coming to reality beyond books i have no life. Yes i love to brag and when people tell me, "oh wow you're a med student?" but now it feels like more like my decision was mostly revolving around getting a good reputation in society and doing better than school friends and relatives who once mocked at me, it was a competition, maybe little bit of love for medicine too but I wish i had something to be happy about my life like fun, smiles, you know.. good vibes! ( i am not depresse