Anagha Writes

2021 is about to end,  I wanna write down my thoughts, how things have changed in an year. 2020 was a terrible year, basically I was depressed, I am grateful to ardra who helped me in time of need, there were a lot of down fall lessons, and literally struggled with suicidal  thoughts.. and somehow managed to pass each day and started 2021 with tears, feelings of worthlessness and self deprecating beliefs.  I'm glad that she was brave enough to figure out a way out, I used youtube to learn more about how to tackle my beliefs and how its impacting my life, staying away from social media was a great thing I did, also brave girl decided to seek Wisdom she started to read books, eventually it made her a better person, slowling Sailing into mid 2021, she was struggling yet she was craving herself. She did hold on to things which could make her better.  She tried to weed off her own toxic behaviours and tried to understand the most important kind of achievement or wisdom is accepting thin

 some of the good habits Meditation reading self help books clear the clutter off ur social media, i have never been better since the day i deleted my instagram. and deactivated my facebook. i do use a secret insta now only for follwoing positive pages, like once iin a while to scroll when i am bored clear out your youtube feedd, watch out  what u r consumng.. since i stopped wathcing random trivial youtubers and started watching motivation videos and came to know of jo my life became better stop overthinking, of c u can control ur self, most of the times we just keel that we cant should always put forward some effort instead of victimising  stop concentrating on wrong people.  work on ur career goals, be honest with ur work, love happens when its meant to be

Bro moving away had such a impact on my life..  It's not like I'm very loving to him or anything but I could see myself in his shoes..  Moving away all alone from the place you grew up and spend all your like to a new place with unfamiliar surroundings and new faces..  I'll miss the chirpings of birds here, I will miss my grandma's cooking, I will miss my mothers smiles, I will miss my dad's voice, I will miss the place I grew up in.. where I made friends, where I learned how to write alphabets, where I played as a kid, when I felt down and my mom came to pick me up, where I had spend all my 24 years of life, all the smiles I shared, people I call my friends, people who lived with me and loved me unconditionally,  I will miss the football matches, I will miss the room where I had spend days sleeping, dreaming, studying, and everything.   This place was a part of me.. more importantly the people who made my life more memorable..  The past version of me who had been t