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I do not live with anyone's validation.. I'm proud of how far I've come.  It's been a long journey.. You made it 😊♥️ You brave young little pretty girl 😊 I love you.  Life is all about chasing you..  Giving yourself the life you want.  Keep your heads up. Speak your truth up.  Fear no one  Cuz you're amazing in every way.  Speak your truth up 💘

life is going so fast..

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Life is going fast and i dont even know what I'm doing,  I hate that i dont have time for myself these days.  I swear. Final year + usmle + research it's too much 🥲. I dont even have time to enjoy my 22. I'm almost 23🥲😔  How fast time flies isn't... Have i had time the time to sit back and think this was the moment i was dreaming all about!?  I dont want this moment to go away.. I want this to last forever. Yes two or three times this year, I'd mention, on my trip with my dad, mom and them. Also on days when i was with Nithya, also with molu,...  If you remove these few moment I'd say all other people were gross they are assholes.  Before I came to know about the world, my world was my parents and it was for them my medical career too,  Nowadays i dont even have time to care about them... This world is running very fast, even I'm caught up in my own commitment and barely have the time to sit back and relax.  I could see my dad in the sofa, I'm concern
Oh god! I miss being happy!! Those days were fun.  Now back to the gloomy days :( But hold on, better days will come :)  Just smile :) be positive..
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hi redditor, i might be a familiar face to you on reddit, because i used to post here every now and then. now it's time for me to say a GOODBYE. please read the comment i wrote under this pic (incase if you're interested in knowing why)✨ Ty.😊 First of all, a happy news is i made it to final year of my med school in India and will become a doctor in a year☺️. From feeling the dumbest and grumpiest girl to this is something i never imagined myself to be in. I don't think I'm very intelligent, but i really worked with my average brain to keep up with the struggle to be successful. So yea, this makes me so busy in coming days so i decided to delete this account, btw that's a reason... But most importantly read this :)  Thank you very much for making me realise I'm beautiful, I'm enough, I'm good enough to look at, some said I'm attractive enough that they surely would have approached me in RL... It's actually sad for me to leave this account 😢 in

2022

2022 is gonna be mine!  Little bit of myself: From that little girl who dreamt to hold steth someday to the girl who chased it silently... Despite of making through the accomplishments that seemed impossible to mine... there are also days when you feel like everything's not in shape. But you got to regain the bravery you've lost or seems to be hidden at the moment.. The world won't care when you give up, but there are people who love you, and they will surely grieve once you surrender... I've grown into a person who prefers to stay on one corner rather on taking the center frame; a wallflower, such a shrinking violet. The one who became weary of too much apologizing for her vulnerability. Life hasn't turned around the way i thought my 22 year old self would haveh wanted, it's been a path of falling and but I'm thankful for little things that matter to me, be it the sunshine, vibrant early mornings, the beach or the cool breeze.. And for the goals w

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2021 is about to end,  I wanna write down my thoughts, how things have changed in an year. 2020 was a terrible year, basically I was depressed, I am grateful to ardra who helped me in time of need, there were a lot of down fall lessons, and literally struggled with suicidal  thoughts.. and somehow managed to pass each day and started 2021 with tears, feelings of worthlessness and self deprecating beliefs.  I'm glad that she was brave enough to figure out a way out, I used youtube to learn more about how to tackle my beliefs and how its impacting my life, staying away from social media was a great thing I did, also brave girl decided to seek Wisdom she started to read books, eventually it made her a better person, slowling Sailing into mid 2021, she was struggling yet she was craving herself. She did hold on to things which could make her better.  She tried to weed off her own toxic behaviours and tried to understand the most important kind of achievement or wisdom is accepting thin